“Business, Grief, and Google Calendar: My Life’s Weird New Trio”

Nothing about building a business while grieving makes sense 🤷‍♀️ But here I am, booking client calls in between crying in my truck and feeding hay.

Nobody talks about the weirdness of trying to function when your world has cracked open 💔

I’m running a business now 💼 Not just for the money (though, let’s be real — Montana hay ain’t free 😅), but because I needed a reason to get out of bed again.

Some days, I show up like a boss 👩‍💻Other days, I stare at my computer and can’t remember why I opened it 😵‍💫

Grief is unpredictable. So is business. Combine them? Welcome to chaos — with invoices 🧾😂

But here’s the truth: Working again has given me pieces of myself back. Not the same pieces. Not the pre-loss version of me. But a new one.✨ Wiser✨ Messier✨ Realer

If you’ve ever tried to build something in the rubble, you know. This isn’t hustle culture. This is survival turned sacred 🔥

my two "little" furry mud balls - keep me happy and sane